KHALILAH YASMIN©

You’ve got me on a plateau that I’ve never thought I could reachyou’re adding to my lyrics yet stuttering my speech,

I want to allow you to teach, me, the art of seduction,

I’m at witness to your protection but I crave an abduction,

an orgasmic eruption, as you walk into view,

I want to fuck, taste, tease every brown inch of sweet you….

Willing to be used for your pleasure at depths you’ve never peaked,

Craving every erotic fantasy, every arousal, every leak.

Talk dirty to me, let me be-your porn star, your every wish

Like you were a wet dream, I cream with each kiss…..

Take advantage of my virgined moment of infinite lust,

the descriptive memory of you sends my loins thru a rush.

My mind and body in a blush, I feen for your touch,

Curious how one had made the sober into a lush.

You’re the Heroin, the Cocaine of the dicks that I’ve fucked,

I’m addicted to your body, my hormones have ran muck.

I want to fuck, taste and tease every sweet inch of you,

an orgasmic eruption, as you walk into view.

An lust like no other, I’m at your dispose,

my mind had no choice, My body has chose.

“Paralyzed Love” Khalilah-Yasmin© 2008

If love is a choice, then why have I chosen to be bruised,

Love; life’s greatest joy, and a drug I once used.

Where does an addict go when distant is my muse,

wandering; in blind darkness, paralyzed and confused.

If actions speak louder than words, why is your silence so loud,

I sit alone, watching you, once your star, now I’m lost in the crowd.

Where does a star go; when the sky has vanished into thin air,

Pretending I have amnesia, as he shows he doesn’t care.

This love has lasted too long already,

I’ve tried to let go, but my heart will not let me.

This attraction has ran as deep as the oceans depths,

wanting to be a part of you without having sex.

This fate that I was dealt, has taken it’s toll,

My soul once on fire, is now growing cold.

Allowing myself to love freely and completely,

when my brain allowed my heart to abuse and mistreat me.

I applied you habitually, my ritual was you, addicted I was,

Now I’ve lost emotion, paralyzed, desensitized, void of all love.

Love; life’s greatest joy, and a drug I once used,

If Love is a choice, then why, do some CHOOSE to be bruised?

“I loved you deeply” Copyright 2008 Khalilah Yasmin

I look in your eyes everyday and my heart slowly breaks,

You Smile, Because you don’t care and unaware that my heart sorely breaks.

I loved you deeply, and MADE you complete me,

Put you before myself, and watched you Mistreat me.

All the lies and manipulation hurt as if you beat me,

My heart is heavy because Satan let you meet me.

He heard my prayer for love and knew you were my weakness,

I never imagined my addiction for you, would make my mind encrypted.

You never earned my love, I just gave it to you blindly,

Now taken for granted, used, as everyone else I watch you treat kindly?

That ain’t even like me, I know my worth, and what I should be given,

Yet, wanting to be worth your anything I made my reason for living.

You look in my eyes everyday and selfishly ignore my tears,

I loved you deeply, prayed for you for years…

Put you BEFORE myself, and let you mistreat me.

I once loved you deeply but you no longer complete me.

“Closer” © Khalilah Yasmin 2008

Please I beg you don’t let me get near,

If I feel the heat from your skin, my body will sear.

A burn that may take days to extinguish,

I’m sexually infatuated by your eyes and I mean this…